ok ok, the first entry was kinda harsh i guess i didn’t mean alot of what i said so i figure i will update…..plus im bored…..the next few weeks are gonna be kinda hard for me, even though it’s gonna be winter break and all. i know this is gonna sound kinda lame but i wish i could go back to last nite. not so i can just not get mad but so i could go about it in a different way. maybe the outcome would be a little different. maybe we would still be able to be friends because i dont care what anyone says, when you are that close with someone, the very least you want to do is be friends with them, no matter what you put them through or what they put you through. even though i said i regret ever falling for you again last nite, i look back on the last few months with no regrets. i loved every second i talked with you and i loved every second i spent with you more. hell i loved being around you. the only thing i regret is u not feeling the same way about me. im gonna miss the way things were more than u know, even though u think all we did was fight. im gonna miss our slap fights, im gonna miss our car rides home, im gonna miss our watching eagles games together, im gonna miss our sleepovers, im gonna miss our petty arguments that always ended up with sorry, a hug, and a kiss….but most of all, im gonna miss u……….