Where do I start? Hmmm, summer is going good right about now other than the fact that I seem to have lost a really good friend. But hey, not the first time and she again doesn’t seem to really care (which boggles my mind to the umpteenth fucking degree I might add.) I guess I can only just say oh well again, right? Yea, I am used to it by now. Lies, lies, and more lies….Did I mention lies?? Seems like somebody needs a little growing up to do and it damn sure isn’t me.
Got the cast off last week as we all probably already know. Still kinda hurts though and I need to get x-rays this week. Hopefully everything turns out ok for my dumbass self. Shit, I wouldn’t be in this position if I didn’t punch the damn closet. Damn,I wish it was a certain someone instead of the closet. Jeez, I am one angry person when it comes down to the nitty gritty. I guess it stems from a lot of bullshit, who knows. There are a few things though that make me happy. Everyone that knows me probably knows what they are too.
You know what I hate? No, besides that bitch Joe Marge. And the other one. And the other one. And that one. And that guy. Shit, it doesn’t end. I hate the fact that sometimes I don’t feel like I can write what is on my mind. Even in my own damn online journal. I get that way sometimes. Like right now. I don’t know why I feel that way, I guess I am just paranoid about what some people will think. Go figure. I am usually the one telling others to not worry what people think. Blah.
I need something to look forward too. I saw star wars already. Everything I thought I had planned this summer is out the drain. Shit, everything I talk about keeps going back to, well, you know. Blah again.
I am tired and I don’t know what I am saying anymore. I am calling it an early nite. Tomorrow is a brand new day. Goodnite everyone……