Refer to entry on Tuesday, February 1st, 2005…… And in doing so, have a great day, because we all sure as hell know I won’t………



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  1. andrew,
    it’s really sad that you still feel the same way you did almost a year ago. it’s sad that she doesn’t care about you the same way you care about her, and it’s sad because you don’t deserve it. you deserve someone that is going to make you happy, because you are a really good person. i hope you find someone that you can be happy with, and then she’ll realize that it could have been her. she is taking you for granted, and she is making a big mistake. it’s almost impossible to put certain feelings on hold because then it ends up not being real. you can’t force feelings. it’s hard now because you have those feelings, but they will go away. it will take some time. hope you feel better soon.

  2. oh yea, i guess the wrong thing to say was, “it will take some time.” because you’ve had these feelings for a long, long, long, long, really long time. it probably feels like they’re never going away. but, you have to let yourself move on. the only way they will get past you is if you let them. if whoever you’re with doesn’t put you as one of their first priorities, then they should rank the same on your list of priorities. you’ve tried so hard over the years…and it seems like it got you nowhere. you know how lucky anyone else would feel to have so much attention devoted to them?? some things just aren’t worth it after awhile. you just have to realize and accept facts like this. it’s hard, but that should help you. i just want you to be happy and i want you to feel better.

  3. andrew im working and have no time at all to go look at that entry but i can imagine what it talks about.. soo just keep ur head up, and dont worry about it, you should know what you deserve and if its meant to be it will work out over time. Cant wait to see ya at the turkey bowl, cause ur going lol byeee!

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